And he asked them, “But who do you say that I am?” Peter answered him, “You are the Christ.” Mark 8:29
The little girl looked up at me with a puzzled expression. “Who?” she asked again.
“Jesus,” I repeated. “You know, we celebrate Christmas because it’s his birthday. Haven’t you heard about Jesus?”
My daughter’s playmate shook her head. I don’t know who was more mystified: six-year-old Sara, who thought Christmas really was about Santa Claus, or me, who couldn’t believe Sara had never heard the name of Jesus. Only later when I learned her parents were atheists would I understand.
My heart goes out to those who’ve never heard the name of the Savior. How do they live without Him? I wonder. Lately, though, the Lord has been turning that question back on me.
Life’s worries had been piling up. There was never enough money to pay the bills. My extended family was dealing with health and relationship issues. On top of that, I was the parent of a teenager! I was tired and discouraged and in some ways brokenhearted. The days were becoming a joyless exercise in endurance.
And then, unmistakably, Jesus nudged my spirit, asking, “Who do you say that I am?”
“What, Lord?” I asked.
“Who do you say that I am?”
“Well, you’re the Christ, of course. The son of the living God. My savior, my redeemer, my purpose, and my only hope.”
“They why aren’t you living like it? You’re just as burdened as the people who’ve never heard my name.”
He was right, of course. I frequently wonder how people can live without Jesus, and yet my worries too often keep me from living with him. I know he’s my savior, but is he my ever-present help in time of need? Do I trust him enough to turn my problems over to him, saying, “I can’t handle them, but I know you can?”
On the day of my confession, my worries lifted like a fever breaking and an inexplicable peace came over me. That’s not to say that I don’t still have my worries and doubts, but slowly I’m learning God is who he says he is, and I can rest in knowing that all he does is for our good and for his glory.
By the way, some years later Sara’s parents became believers. Isn’t that just like God?
Prayer: Jesus, you say you are the way, the truth and the life, Savior, Redeemer, Lord of all. Today I affirm that you are who you say you are. Amen.
Ann Tatlock is the author of the Christy Award-winning novel All the Way Home. She has also won the Midwest Independent Publishers Association “Book of the Year” in fiction for both All the Way Home and I’ll Watch the Moon. Her novel Things We Once Held Dear received a starred review from Library Journal and Publishers Weekly calls her “one of Christian fiction’s better wordsmiths, and her lovely prose reminds readers why it is a joy to savor her stories.” Ann lives with her husband and daughter in Asheville, North Carolina. Visit www.anntatlock.com.
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