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For most of my life, I have been blessed with good health. The COVID pandemic of 2020 changed that. After recovering from the acute form of COVID, I developed significant tremors of the head and right arm. The neurologist diagnosed a chronic condition called dystonia. I entered a different season.

To say that my life changed drastically would be an understatement. None of the medicines prescribed had any beneficial effect. A fairly radical intervention left me with additional debilitating side effects, and I had to deal with constant pain, particularly in my neck and shoulders. It seemed as if I were sliding downwards, with no hope of stoppage or turnaround.

Every day, I prayed for help to deal with my physical weakness and pain–just for that day. Amazingly, God answered my prayer and gave me the strength to deal with the pain, tremors, and low energy. Some days were more difficult than others. I asked for an understanding of God’s purpose for me in this season. The answer I got was, “Just have patience. God does not allow affliction without a definite, good plan. And He loves us.”

Little by little, I learned to accept the pain. When it got overwhelming, I took a painkiller or an anti-inflammatory tablet. I started walking every morning to build up strength, gradually increasing the distance. Currently, I can manage approximately two kilometers in hilly terrain. The muscles in my neck and shoulders are becoming stronger, and the pain is getting less intense.

In this time of testing, I have come to trust God. I have found that He does supply my needs, and that He walks with me through the difficult times (Psalm 94:18-19). God has encouraged me to continue doing the things that bring me joy.

You may find yourself in a season where everything seems to go wrong. Keep reaching out to the Everlasting Father. In His unfailing love, He will be with you and support you.